Grace

I have a couple of other posts written but I thought I needed a segue from that last post, it was kind of heavy.

Writing that post was cathartic, part of my gaining peace over the situation. I wasn't necessarily planning on posting it but upon completion it seemed like the natural thing to do, then I worried that I had put way too much out there. All in all, I think setting that bird free was the right thing to do. No, I don't ever intend to send it I think I am where I need to be at.

One of other things I have found hard about this situation is dealing with everyone else's opinions. Even if it is just my perception of their opinion. It's easy to assume people think I am weak for putting up with this whole situation. I am not putting up with it, I am trying to forgive because I realize people make mistakes. I like anyone else have made my share. I am only doing what I would hope would be done for me if I asked forgiveness.

It was a big wound and while it is mostly healed, there are some days it still causes me to limp, especially when I am tired. The concerts and rehearsals last week were fun but exhausting.

I am hopeful we are about to turn another corner for the better. If not, then I tried, and I know I did my best. I also know I am okay either way. I have what I need to get through all this. Thanks for reading (listening) and being supportive, it is appreciated.